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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 28, 2009 20:59:36 GMT -5
He let his golden gaze stay calmly on Zane. "Tamaki. . . I. . . I don't know what King-sama will do. He might freak out, or maybe even sulk, but he does it anyways, so I don't quite see why that would matter very much, you know?" Hikaru shrugged lightly. It was a fact his twin would be jealous, but he didn't want Zane to be concerned too much about that, so he tried to keep it quiet. He bit his bottom lip wondering how badly Kaoru would flip. The two of them were pretty much never seperated and very close. Their worlds had just began to open, and he didn't need to, nor want them to close so soon.
Zane bit his lip. "I do care about what Tamaki-san thinks...I mean, if it wasn't for him I never would have joined the Host Club...and I would have stayed even shier then I am now.." he sighed. "But whatever any of them think about us, I don't care..." he said firmly. "If Kaoru hates me for stealing you from him, let him hate me..."
"I truly am a selfish person by nature. . . and maybe you're just pitying me. . . and don't really love me for who I am. . . , the selfish person I am deep inside. . . but . . . I want you to be happy too, Zane-san," he felt warm tears run down his face and could now taste them. They tasted of warm salt, nothing delicious, but a bit bitter now, almost with the hatred he seemed to have for himself at this time. "Zane. . . . I can't have you help me and take the blame. . . blame me. . . no matter how much I get hurt by Kaoru. . . . and if Kaoru never forgives me. . . . I won't mind. . . . it would be a punishment for how selfish I am. . . I really have always been a spoiled and selfish child. I don't need you to be unhappy because of me," he breathed out finally.
"I don't pity you...if anything I think you're the one pitying me for the way I am..." Zane murmured, running a finger along Hikaru's cheek, a bit shocked when he saw tears. "Don't cry...I don't want you to cry...I need you to be happy...for me...if you aren't happy, then I'm not happy..." he whispered, wiping Hikaru's tears away with a finger. "Do stop that crying...And Kaoru loves you with all his heart so whatever you do he'll still love you...no matter what he says...you know there's no way he could ever truly hate you...you're his older brother...you say that you've always been there for each other, and you'll be there for each other no matter what happens..." He kissed Hikaru fiercely on the lips, tasting the salty taste of his tears. "Don't cry...I love you..."
Zane sighed in contentment and his own pleasure as he felt himself being kissed back by Hikaru he ran his fingers lightly through Hikaru's hair, his eyes gazing up at Hikaru with love and devotion. How could Hikaru have ever doubted his love? |
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 28, 2009 21:27:17 GMT -5
"I do care about what Tamaki-san thinks...I mean, if it wasn't for him I never would have joined the Host Club...and I would have stayed even shier then I am now.." he sighed. "But whatever any of them think about us, I don't care..." he said firmly. "If Kaoru hates me for stealing you from him, let him hate me..."
Hikaru sighed slightly, letting his eyes close gently for a brief moment. "If it wasn't for Tamaki, we would have never been able to meet," he murmered now kissing Zane's forehead, his golden gaze focusing on Zane as he stroked the side of his face.
"Kaoru will probably hate me more," he murmered now pausing in thought. "I think though. . . . that I'll take the blame for this all. . . . alright? I want to be the one at fault." He nodded slightly, his gaze becoming more firm.
"I don't pity you...if anything I think you're the one pitying me for the way I am..." Zane murmured, running a finger along Hikaru's cheek, a bit shocked when he saw tears. "Don't cry...I don't want you to cry...I need you to be happy...for me...if you aren't happy, then I'm not happy..." he whispered, wiping Hikaru's tears away with a finger. "Do stop that crying...And Kaoru loves you with all his heart so whatever you do he'll still love you...no matter what he says...you know there's no way he could ever truly hate you...you're his older brother...you say that you've always been there for each other, and you'll be there for each other no matter what happens..." He kissed Hikaru fiercely on the lips, tasting the salty taste of his tears. "Don't cry...I love you..."
Hikaru shook his head slightly. "I would never pity you. . . . but isn't it more selfish of me for saying the you pity me." He shook his head slightly, blushing slightly as he felt Zane's finger run down his cheek. He blinked a few times a bit with a look of awe on his face.
"Then I'll stop, and pretend I'm happy," he murmured now looking away slightly. It was a bit awkward right now. He let his eyes shut only for a moment then he returned his gaze to Zane. "I'll pretend to be happy just to keep you happy and you won't even know," he murmered smiling a bit.
"I don't know about Kaoru. . . but . . . I do know I truly care about my brtoher and I want him to be happy or I can't truly be happy," he whimpered slightly. He shut his eyes for a moment. "But then there's you now," he murmured, his golden gaze serious now. He bit his bottom lip frustrated now hugging Zane tightly against him. He sighed slightly. "Kaoru. . . . still needs to learn though. . . .that he can't do everything alone, even without me around. I can see it. . . how much he really needs me," he murmered.
Hikaru looked at Zane, tears filling his eyes again. "I don't want you to be controlled by my own selfishness. . . I think it would be best though if. . . if. . " he sniveled now, tasting the tears that now ran down his throat. "You found someone who may not make you suffer," he choked out, finding it hard to say those last few words.
Hikaru felt a sort of pleasure derived from this, but what could he simply call this? He still doubted himself. He doubted every little thing about him, but Zane seemed to make that feeling go away, and he liked it.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 28, 2009 21:43:57 GMT -5
Hikaru sighed slightly, letting his eyes close gently for a brief moment. "If it wasn't for Tamaki, we would have never been able to meet," he murmered now kissing Zane's forehead, his golden gaze focusing on Zane as he stroked the side of his face.
"Kaoru will probably hate me more," he murmered now pausing in thought. "I think though. . . . that I'll take the blame for this all. . . . alright? I want to be the one at fault." He nodded slightly, his gaze becoming more firm.
"Yes...without Tamaki-san we never would have met....it's amazing really...he's a bit of an idiot...but he's saved us all from something...whether it was our shyness or our lonelyness...he's saved us all..." Zane murmured lightly. "Now...for once...I want to be the hero..." he whispered. "I want to save you from you're own doubt and from how you believe you're selfish...you're not...and I nobody thinks you are except for yourself...you're not..."
Hikaru shook his head slightly. "I would never pity you. . . . but isn't it more selfish of me for saying the you pity me." He shook his head slightly, blushing slightly as he felt Zane's finger run down his cheek. He blinked a few times a bit with a look of awe on his face.
"You're not selfish at all..." Zane murmured, hugging Hikaru close to him. "I don't want you to think you are...and don't be happy just for me...if anything is bothering you, I want to know about it and try to help...no matter what it is, I want to know...false happiness isn't really happiness..." he whispered. "I want you to be truly happy...not trying to be happy just for me..."
Hikaru looked at Zane, tears filling his eyes again. "I don't want you to be controlled by my own selfishness. . . I think it would be best though if. . . if. . " he sniveled now, tasting the tears that now ran down his throat. "You found someone who may not make you suffer," he choked out, finding it hard to say those last few words.
"I will never love somebody as much as I love you, Hikaru..." Zane whispered. "I want to be there for you...no matter what. I'll be there for you through thick and thin...whatever it is...I want to be there...no matter what...I'll be there for you until the day I die...and even afterwards..." he whispered.
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 28, 2009 22:47:57 GMT -5
"Yes...without Tamaki-san we never would have met....it's amazing really...he's a bit of an idiot...but he's saved us all from something...whether it was our shyness or our lonelyness...he's saved us all..." Zane murmured lightly. "Now...for once...I want to be the hero..." he whispered. "I want to save you from you're own doubt and from how you believe you're selfish...you're not...and I nobody thinks you are except for yourself...you're not..."
Hikaru nodded slightly. "King-sama has helped us. He sure is an idiot, but we came to know him as our idiot. . . our baka," he murmered gently, forcing a smile onto his face. "I am a selfish person." He shook his head slightly. "Kaoru was more subtle about it. He didn't mind it and kept quiet about it. I knew he was suffering, yet I never did a thing about it. . . not one single thing," he whimpered now, his gaze lightening as he brushed away a few tears.
"You're not selfish at all..." Zane murmured, hugging Hikaru close to him. "I don't want you to think you are...and don't be happy just for me...if anything is bothering you, I want to know about it and try to help...no matter what it is, I want to know...false happiness isn't really happiness..." he whispered. "I want you to be truly happy...not trying to be happy just for me..."
Hikaru shook his head slightly. "It doesn't matter. . . and I need to be punished for making others from the past suffer, and now it's my turn to suffer," he murmered after a moment, his gaze lightening. He brushed his fingertips along Zane's lips now, tracing them gently, smiling at how delicate they seemed to be.
"I don't need to happy. . . . just to see you there, and to see you keep smiling Zane is enough for me to keep moving on," he smiled lightly, kissing Zane's cheek.
"I will never love somebody as much as I love you, Hikaru..." Zane whispered. "I want to be there for you...no matter what. I'll be there for you through thick and thin...whatever it is...I want to be there...no matter what...I'll be there for you until the day I die...and even afterwards..." he whispered.
"I can't let you do that," he murmered. "You shouldn't sit around and just wait for me Zane-san. . . you will suffer because of me because I am cruel and heartless," he shook his head crying again. "Yet. . . for some reason I can still tell you that I love you. . . . " He bit his bottom lip now, his golden gaze intent on Zane now. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to Zane's sighing in pure pleasure now.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 28, 2009 22:59:20 GMT -5
"He's our idiot..." Zane whispered, holding Hikaru close to him. "But now it's my turn take Tamaki's place to be there for you like he was for you and Kaoru...and everybody else. And you're NOT a selfish person...at least not to me you aren't..." he murmured. "If you were selfish you wouldn't care about what I thought...but you do care about what I think...and I love you with every ounce of my heart...even more."
"You don't...need to be punished...but I bet your punishment is to be in love with me...and turning homosexual on us all.." Zane murmured, forcing a laugh and smiling. "But me loving you has turned me homosexual too...and I'll stop talking about homosexuals now..."
Zane kissed Hikaru passionately on the lips, eyes closed. "I'll wait for you...no matter how long...eternity...if I must..." he whispered. "You just need to wait for me to catch up to you..." he murmured, going back to kissing Hikaru. |
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Post by Ravenna on Feb 1, 2009 15:25:51 GMT -5
"If you were selfish you wouldn't care about what I thought...but you do care about what I think...and I love you with every ounce of my heart...even more."
Hikaru paused slightly, his gaze widening a bit now. He still shook his head not wanting to admit he was wrong. It stuck in his mind the thought that he was right. He thought he was selfish and cruel, but he didn't quite understand the full concept of being a human was to make selfish and foolish mistakes.
He closed his eyes thinking back to a time when he and Kaoru had done such cruel things to others. He didn't like having to feel like this, so horrible, and so full of blame, but it was his and Kaoru's fault, maybe his more since he was the older twin.
"You don't...need to be punished...but I bet your punishment is to be in love with me...and turning homosexual on us all.."
Hikaru shook his head now. "How could being someone as beautiful and as special as you be considered a punishment?" he breathed out now, his expression lightening. He hugged Zane in his arrms. "I'd have to say being in love with you was just about the best thing to have ever happened to me."
He shook his head. "You don't ever have to wait for me. . . . even if I set you free," he murmered lightly, his gaze lightening. He kissed Zane on the lips now.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Feb 1, 2009 15:38:11 GMT -5
"Humans aren't perfect...remember that...they aren't perfect." Zane whispered. "Our flaws make us who we are. You wouldn't be Hikaru if you didn't think you were selfish...I wouldn't be me if I wasn't shy like I am..." Zane ran a finger along Hikaru's jaw. "Just be you...don't try to be someone you aren't...you're Hikaru, you're Kaoru's older twin...you think you're selfish and maybe you are, but that's just you..."
Hikaru shook his head now. "How could being someone as beautiful and as special as you be considered a punishment?" he breathed out now, his expression lightening. He hugged Zane in his arms. "I'd have to say being in love with you was just about the best thing to have ever happened to me."
"I don't know...but being in love with you is the best thing to ever happen to me, next to coming to Ouran...if I hadn't, I wouldn't have met you or the Host Club..." Zane whispered. "And I'll wait for you...no matter what..." he sighed contently when he felt Hikaru's lips against his own and kissed him lovingly back.
Zane pulled away from Hikaru's lips for a brief moment, smiling sweetly and innocently at Hikaru. "I do hope you realize, you're being a complete idiot with the way you're acting...if you're acting all depressed around me, that's going to make me think it's my fault..." he closed his eyes and ran a finger down Hikaru's chest slowly. "And if you don't stop being idiotic with your behavior you're not getting anything from me...no kisses..." he blushed deeply. "And no sex whatsoever..." |
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Post by Ravenna on Feb 8, 2009 17:21:56 GMT -5
I seem to look past,
All the bad things I've done before
But now is the time
I've made up for the bad things I have done. [/size]****************************************************** Hikaru sighed looking away for a moment, "It won't change all of the horrible things that I have done in the past," he murmered, feeling tears tear at his eyes now. It wasn't too long though til he blinked ridding himself of the thought. It was awful to think of the selfish things he had done. He had pretty much ruined Kaoru's childhood, right? They were always together, but did Kaoru really want to always be by his side like that? He never thought to ask that, therefore more guilt seemed to flood over him.
He sighed after a moment. It was odd, really it was. Why did he have all of this guilt flooding over him? He just though that it didn't seem quite fair, quite right, yet, it did. He stared at Zane, tears flooding down his cheeks, "Why can't you see I am just a horrible person!"
"I do hope you realize, you're being a complete idiot with the way you're acting...if you're acting all depressed around me, that's going to make me think it's my fault..." he closed his eyes and ran a finger down Hikaru's chest slowly. "And if you don't stop being idiotic with your behavior you're not getting anything from me...no kisses..." he blushed deeply. "And no sex whatsoever..."
Hikaru blinked for a moment, wondering what exactly Zane seemed to be talking about. He blushed at the mention of sex. "If you try to ban me from your love, then I'll just give it to Kaoru. I bet he'd enjoy it if you don't want it." He smirked now, thinking that Zane would freak from that comment.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Feb 8, 2009 17:38:53 GMT -5
He sighed after a moment. It was odd, really it was. Why did he have all of this guilt flooding over him? He just though that it didn't seem quite fair, quite right, yet, it did. He stared at Zane, tears flooding down his cheeks, "Why can't you see I am just a horrible person!"
Zane bit his lip and looked at Hikaru. "Because. You're not a horrible person!" he sighed heavily. "You're not a horrible person...at least not to me. I love you...and you need to stop thinking that I think that you are a horrible person when I don't think that way...you know me, I can't and won't hate you like you seem to think I do. If I hated you, would I have said that I loved you? Would I have kissed you like I have been?" he asked, tilting his head slightly and sitting up on the bed. "Hikaru, you may seem to think that you've done horrible things in the past, and you might have, but hasn't horrible things been done to you in the past? You and Kaoru may be identical, but you are different...and no matter what you may to do me, I'll love you no matter what..."
Hikaru blinked for a moment, wondering what exactly Zane seemed to be talking about. He blushed at the mention of sex. "If you try to ban me from your love, then I'll just give it to Kaoru. I bet he'd enjoy it if you don't want it." He smirked now, thinking that Zane would freak from that comment.
Hikaru stood up and walked towards the door. "I think I'll go back to him then," he grinned twisting the door knob. "And lay down next to him," he teased.
Zane's head shot up to stare lightly at Hikaru and he bit his lip, hard enough to cause blood to start trailing down from his bottom lip. "You're teasing me again, aren't you?" he asked, pouting slightly and looked quite cute and sad doing so. "You'd leave me ALL alone?" Now he was just trying to make Hikaru feel guilty.
Zane sighed heavily, before laying on his stomach, chin on his arms as he gazed up at Hikaru, looking quite sad, yet sexy laying like he was only in a bathrobe. "You wouldn't do that to me? Leave me all alone...and you know that I couldn't turn you down...even if I wanted to...I get the idea that I'm the girl in this relationship and that you're the dominant one...so I could never say no to you..." he sighed, then stared at the floor, looking like an abused puppy. "But fine...you go run along to Kaoru..leave me all alone to feel bad about saying what I did...but remember, even if you leave me, I'll love you..."
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Post by Ravenna on Feb 8, 2009 19:10:13 GMT -5
I hate it when you try to play me,
I can't put up with this shit anymore,
So why do you keep on bringing the teasing,
Because I can bring it so much more! ********************************** "Hikaru, you may seem to think that you've done horrible things in the past, and you might have, but hasn't horrible things been done to you in the past? You and Kaoru may be identical, but you are different...and no matter what you may to do me, I'll love you no matter what..."
"Kaoru has always told me, even when I was little that revenge is never the answer, and he was the younger one, the one always advising me, Zane. What kind of big brother was I to ignore such subtle signs?" he shook his head slightly. "I think it would be best if you got over me, or better yet. . . . just forgot me," he murmured quietly.
He felt his heart ache slightly. This was not a good feeling. "I am just a bad influence for you, Zane," he commented. He waved his hand slightly. In a way he seemed to be a bit annoyed with himself.
"You'd leave me ALL alone?" Now he was just trying to make Hikaru feel guilty.
"Yes, I would most definately leave you all alone," he teased once more, this time sticking out his tongue quite cutely. It seemed amusing, yet it seemed to hurt him when he said these words. A oain in his chest seemed to rise. It just made him feel weaker and weaker as he spoke.
"You wouldn't do that to me? Leave me all alone...and you know that I couldn't turn you down...even if I wanted to...I get the idea that I'm the girl in this relationship and that you're the dominant one...so I could never say no to you..." he sighed, then stared at the floor, looking like an abused puppy. "But fine...you go run along to Kaoru..leave me all alone to feel bad about saying what I did...but remember, even if you leave me, I'll love you..."
He blushed slightly, though he still seemed to feel the pain in his chest, it growing worse and worse until he was on the floor unconscience, barely breathing now, feeling all of his energy leave him now.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Feb 8, 2009 19:34:02 GMT -5
"Kaoru has always told me, even when I was little that revenge is never the answer, and he was the younger one, the one always advising me, Zane. What kind of big brother was I to ignore such subtle signs?" he shook his head slightly. "I think it would be best if you got over me, or better yet. . . . just forgot me," he murmured quietly.
"The signs were subtle...not everybody can actually catch those signs...I have issues catching subtle signs myself..." Zane said, then shook his head. "Now, why in the world would I forget you?! It's impossible! Nobody could ever forget you, no matter how much they tried! And I won't EVER get over you!" he shook his head vigorously.
"Yes, I would most definately leave you all alone," he teased once more, this time sticking out his tongue quite cutely. It seemed amusing, yet it seemed to hurt him when he said these words. A oain in his chest seemed to rise. It just made him feel weaker and weaker as he spoke.
"No you couldn't." Zane said evenly, smiling innocently. "You love me too much...you couldn't leave me for too long." he murmured. "As with me...I love you too much to even WANT to leave you...you may like to tease me, but I still love you...and who knows, maybe I'll start to like teasing...maybe it'll turn me on..."
He blushed slightly, though he still seemed to feel the pain in his chest, it growing worse and worse until he was on the floor unconscience, barely breathing now, feeling all of his energy leave him now.
"Eh!? Hikaru?" Zane asked, jumping up from the bed and kneeling down next to Hikaru. "Hikaru? Hikaru?" he asked, shaking him slightly. "Hikaru?!" he squeaked worriedly. "Hikaru!?!" He was freaking..."Don't do this to me! Don't joke around like this!" |
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Post by Ravenna on Feb 8, 2009 19:56:06 GMT -5
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
**************************************************** More and more pain seemed to surge through him, but he refused to say anything. Why would he say anything to upset Zane, his beautiful Zane. Well, he already did say something like that, so maybe it didn't matter very much.
He always knew he was weak hearted, but this was ridiculous. He felt his mind spinning. And he definately couldn't speak straight. What was going to happen to him? He didn't quite know. He felt his lips part to speak but closed them as he felt another burning sensation or beat from his heart.
"I. . . love you too," he murmured gently, feeling his legs cave in as he was in Zane's arms, he couldn't respond, feeling himself growing further and further apart from everyone, or was he just going to sleep, but he could hear Zane's frantic pleads, but they slowly began to fade into nothing. |
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Feb 8, 2009 20:06:55 GMT -5
"Hikaru!?" Zane asked worriedly, voice rising several octaves in pitch. He bit his lip hard. "Hikaru?! Don't go to sleep on me!" he squeaked. "Stay awake!" he begged. "I'll let you have your way with me if you stay awake and don't leave me!" Woah...that was random of him.
Zane was panicking now. What to do...what to do...He suddenly kissed Hikaru fiercely on the lips, hoping it would do...something. Anything. He continued to kiss Hikaru, not even bothering to take a breath of air for himself, but instead to breath his cool breath into Hikaru's mouth. |
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Post by Ravenna on Feb 8, 2009 20:36:27 GMT -5
The last thing I want to see,
Is a frown upon your pretty face,
Take my hand a smile with me,
Even if it's in our world of fantasy Hikaru felt numb all over, losing hope of everything. He couldn't fight the pain, nor could he hear Zane's frantic pleadings. He felt awkward, seeing his childhood and his middle school life. What exactly was this? Was he actually. . . . dying? Where was Kaoru? Zane was here, but he wanted his twin to be there too. He couldn't let anything happen. What in the world was Zane doing was what he seemed to wonder. Was he even going to get the medical assistance he needed? He wondered if Zane even thought of that. Kaoru ********************** Kaoru sat up. It was the instant he knew something was terribly wrong. And it was definately with Hikaru. It was as some would call twin instinct or something along the lines of that, but he knew, and he knew Hikaru was in trouble. He looked over at the cold side of the bed, there wasn't a note. He pulled out his phone calling Kyouya. "Hikaru's missing." He hung up the phone now to dial Hikaru's number hoping that he would pick up or at least someone. |
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Feb 8, 2009 20:42:46 GMT -5
Zane was panicking...extreme panic. He pulled away from Hikaru. Then glanced around his room for a moment, biting his lip before he picked up Hikaru, relatively easily actually. Zane set Hikaru gently down on his bed, looking confused as to what he was going to do.
Zane blinked, hearing Hikaru's phone ringing and he reached into Hikaru's pocket to grab it. "Kaoru..." he said slowly, flipping the phone open. "Kaoru! It's Zane...Hikaru's over at my house...and something's wrong...Hikaru passed out! And I don't know why! His heart maybe?! I don't know! I'm freaking out over here! WHAT DO I DO!!!!!" he practically shrieked into the phone.
Kyouya? Well, he didn't even pick up his phone. Wanna know why? He was sleeping...he HAD heard the phone, but he picked it up, still asleep, growled at it and threw it against the wall... |
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Post by Ravenna on Feb 8, 2009 22:46:37 GMT -5
We all Dance in Fire,
For eternal Damnation
Which We have brought Upon Ourselves &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
"You IDIOT!" screamed Kaoru over the phone. "Get him to the hospital! Call an ambulance and what the HELL is he doing over there at your heart!" he spat, now dressed and running out of his house with the phone.
He wanted to save Hikaru. If he lost him, he would be alone, something he feared, and he still hadn't been able to confess his feelings to the girl he loved oh so much. This just seemed to be getting worse. He sighed for a moment, staring at the blurred surrounding around him as he ran. "You bastard, stay where you are and call tha ambulance on your phone. Meanwhile, try to get him conscience!" |
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Feb 8, 2009 22:50:56 GMT -5
Zane bit his lip slightly and pulled the phone away from his ear because Kaoru was yelling loudly. "He's here because he felt like messing with me..." he stated evenly, though it was a lie. He closed the phone, feeling bad about lying to Kaoru, but instead bounded down the stairs and unlocked the front door for Kaoru before going back up to his room, grabbing his phone along the way, calling the hospital while started to do CPR on Hikaru. "Come on, you idiot...wake up...Kaoru's coming right now...just wake up!" he begged. |
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Post by Ravenna on Feb 9, 2009 0:09:50 GMT -5
And I lift my Hands and Pray
To be only yours I pray,
To be only yours I know now that you're my only
Hope! &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& When the phone was hung up on him Kaoru began spitting out a fit of curse words. "How dare he hang up on me!" he spat in fury, walking quicker now and bursting into Zane's house as soon as he found out the doors were unlocked. He had beaten the ambulance there. What a surprise, he had beaten the ambulance there. Hopefully Zane had taken his advice and called. It was the life of his older brother at stake. Who wouldn't be worried.
Kaoru called Zane's name first trying to find him, and finally calling Hikaru's name, wondering if he would get a response. That would definately be interesting. He just hoped that Hikaru was alright.I Can't see, Can't Breath
But the Heat from your Body has me wild and burning,
Please say I'm the one for you, love me forever! Hikaru moved slightly, feeling Zane's cool breath breahte into his mouth and almost tickle his throat. This caused him to take a weak breath, weasing slightly as he opened his soft golden eyes and now stroked the side of Zane's face.
He grasped at his chest as he felt his heart convulse slightly, closing his eyes clearly in pain. "Zane," he choked out, barely able to speak. He stopped speaking as to he almost lost conscienceness again. This wasn't looking too good for him, but he felt better like he could rest more oeacefully knowing that Kaoru was there when he heard his twins voice. "I love you," he finished weakly stumbling in his words for the moment. |
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Feb 9, 2009 16:33:42 GMT -5
Kaoru called Zane's name first trying to find him, and finally calling Hikaru's name, wondering if he would get a response. That would definately be interesting. He just hoped that Hikaru was alright.
Hikaru moved slightly, feeling Zane's cool breath breahte into his mouth and almost tickle his throat. This caused him to take a weak breath, weasing slightly as he opened his soft golden eyes and now stroked the side of Zane's face.
He grasped at his chest as he felt his heart convulse slightly, closing his eyes clearly in pain. "Zane," he choked out, barely able to speak. He stopped speaking as to he almost lost conscienceness again. This wasn't looking too good for him, but he felt better like he could rest more oeacefully knowing that Kaoru was there when he heard his twins voice. "I love you," he finished weakly stumbling in his words for the moment.
Zane perked up at the sound of Kaoru's voice, still freaking out slightly over Hikaru. Today was just full of surprises, wasn't it? He found out that Hikaru was in love with him and he with Hikaru and Hikaru has a heart attack...
Zane sighed in relief. "Oh my God, you're okay!" he said happily, hugging Hikaru slightly and leaning away from him. "Kaoru's downstairs right now...and I called an ambulance as well...I told Kaoru that the only reason you came over was to mess with me...and you kinda were..." he chuckled lightly. "Stay here...I'll go get Kaoru..."
Zane bounded from his room and down the stairs, stopping in front of Kaoru. "He's fine now...I think...I did CPR and stuff....and he woke up...I called the hospital...the ambulance should be here soon...just to be safe. And if you're wondering why I'm wearing a bathrobe, I had just gotten out of the shower when Hikaru showed up..." he said quickly. |
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Post by Ravenna on Feb 19, 2009 8:34:05 GMT -5
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the song that I've tried to write over and over again.
But you sing to me over and over again ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Oh my God, you're okay!" he said happily, hugging Hikaru slightly and leaning away from him. "Kaoru's downstairs right now...and I called an ambulance as well...I told Kaoru that the only reason you came over was to mess with me...and you kinda were..." he chuckled lightly. "Stay here...I'll go get Kaoru..."
Hikaru nodded slightly, his golden gaze weak. He couldn't find the energy to speak currently, so pretty much went with a nod. It was the least he could do and also get out. It was kind of nice though. He stared at Zane when he left feeling a little lonely since his new lover was now seeing his twin. He wanted to go, but also couldn't find the strength to move very much. "He's fine now...I think...I did CPR and stuff....and he woke up...I called the hospital...the ambulance should be here soon...just to be safe. And if you're wondering why I'm wearing a bathrobe, I had just gotten out of the shower when Hikaru showed up..." he said quickly. "You think?" spat Kaoru in rage, "Where is he? I need to see him now, we promised to always be together!" Kaoru was now in tears, and really wanted to see his brother at all costs. |
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