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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 13:55:20 GMT -5
"Sunday...Sunday...bored bored..." Zane said with a sigh, currently standing in the large bathroom in his room, taking a shower, letting the slightly hot water run over his pale skin and wash away all the soap that was left-over on his body. "It's odd really...how I'm bored when I'm away from the Host Club...those guys must've grown on me slightly."
Zane sighed heavily and closed his eyes before shutting off the water and just standing there for a brief moment, eyes half-closed. "But...I can't shake this odd feeling that something is going to happen today..." he murmured to himself before stepping out of the shower onto the cold marble floor of his bathroom.
He reached for a bathrobe hanging on the door and shrugged it on over his body, tying it around himself before looking in the mirror at himself. He looked, to say the least, quite sexy when he was wet like he was now. He ran a comb through his hair lightly before walking into his quite huge bedroom.
Zane's bedroom was huge with a large bed resting next to the door leading out to the balcony. The walls were a light navy blue that looked darker due to the simple fact that the curtains to the balcony were closed. Zane wrinkled his nose in annoyance at the darkness before flinging the curtains open, flinching lightly from the sunlight that suddenly blinded him. Zane's head turned to his dresser where a picture of his family was, but he was kinda in the corner, a forced smile on his face while his older brother, Blake, who had brilliant blonde hair rested his hand on the top of his head and both of his parents were in each other's embrace.
Zane sighed, picking up the picture and shaking his head before resting it facedown on the dresser.
"I need a life...or something to do on Sunday's instead of giving everybody the day off today and sitting around boredly..." Zane said sullenly as he left the room, closing the door behind him before he descended down the spiral staircase to the shiny marble floor that had been polished the day before. "What am I going to do today?" he questioned lightly before glancing at his front door weirdly. "I'm grateful that the Host Club doesn't know where I live...that would be weird...and annoying." he murmured. |
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 25, 2009 17:06:12 GMT -5
Hikaru Hitachiin sat up now, his gaze light and restless. He wondered about something, but it got him thinking, didn't he always wonder about something? Maybe he was just paranoid all of the time, but that seemed to not bother him too much. It had always bben him and Kaoru. Just them. No one else.
Lately, Hikaru had had this strange feeling. He just couldn't really place his finger on it, but he knew he could never win Haruhi over, but for some reason he didn't quite seem to care anymore. It was odd, but he still felt like he was longing for something, something more. He yawned slightly. It definately wasn't Kaoru.
Kaoru was his twin. The younger of the two, but Hikaru would most definately have to say the most wise of the two. He always seemed to be there whenever Hikaru seemed to need him, and he had to say though that he enjoyed that the most. He bit his bottom lip slightly now. Kaoru looked so innocent laying beside him. Hikaru didn't want to disturb him, but he had to admit he was quite bored.
Normally, he would think to go see Haruhi, but that thought didn't cross his mind. Eh blinked slightly when the name came to mind, causing him to blush slightly. Zane. That boy, the shy type. There was something about him that Hikaru couldn't describe but he liked it. And he actually got the idea to go visit him.
He had searched in Zane's records not too long ago to find out his information and where he lived exactly. "Maybe I'll go pay Zane a visit," he murmered lightly. He slid out of the bed and walked towards the closet and opened it, starig at the wooden doors only for a moment, then at the outfits. He pulled out a shirt, his golden gaze resting gently on it. He then took out a pair of jeans. Lazily he undressed, and then redressed himself and took off out of the room.
It wasn't long til he was outside, wearing his favorite pair of shoes which were quite comfortable. He smiled slightly, looking down at a piece of paper he carried. It had Zane's address written on it very neatly in his script. He sighed slightly, as he now stood outside the house, his expression becoming more content.
He had now knocked on the door several times, but with no answer, he decided to come in just in case there was a problem or something. He glanced around the house opening his mouth now to call out his name. Zane's name. "Zane," he called for a moment, looking around curiously for the blue haired male.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 17:15:23 GMT -5
He had now knocked on the door several times, but with no answer, he decided to come in just in case there was a problem or something. He glanced around the house opening his mouth now to call out his name. Zane's name. "Zane," he called for a moment, looking around curiously for the blue haired male.
Zane jumped lightly at the sound of Hikaru's voice. "Hikaru?" he called questionly from the living room where he sat, laying in boredom on the couch, staring listlessly at the blank T.V. screen. Nothing was on. Not a thing...nothing. He sighed, sitting up and then standing up, having completely forgotten about the fact he was wearing nothing but a bathrobe.
"Hikaru." Zane repeated again softly as he wandered out into the entryway of his house. He felt awkward being alone with him...and completely alone they were. "Uhhh...hi." he said, seeing the male standing there. "I have two questions actually...1. How did you know where I lived? 2. Why are you even here? Though, it's nice to see you...kinda. Sunday's are boring when you don't have school..."
"Oh!" Zane suddenly exclaimed. "I'm being rude, aren't I?" he asked, trying to stay pleasant for Hikaru, though the guy creeped him out lightly with his gayness over him. "Umm..would you like to sit?" he asked, not really used to entertaining people, despite the fact his parents owned a giant company over in America. "And I can make tea if you want me too..."
There was something about Hikaru being there that confused him. Why was he there alone? He always spent his time around Kaoru...why wasn't Kaoru with him? And why was he of all people being visited by the handsome Hitachiin? Zane couldn't deny the fact that he was handsome... |
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 25, 2009 18:22:20 GMT -5
"Hikaru?"
Hikaru blinked slightly hearing his name called in Zane's voice. He closed his eyes only for a brief moment, his gaze lightening. After a moment, he bit his bottom, feeling blush creep up his cheeks.
He closed his eyes for a brief moment, his gaze lightening. He bit his bottom lip now. What in the world was going on? He had an odd feeling, like he wanted to hug the male, but wouldn't that be wrong if it wasn't just to tease him?
"Uhhh...hi." he said, seeing the male standing there. "I have two questions actually...1. How did you know where I lived? 2. Why are you even here? Though, it's nice to see you...kinda. Sunday's are boring when you don't have school..."
Hikaru moved closer to Zane, and moving more into the house at that. He stared at Zane, now speaking as to answer the males questions. He paused now, letting his golden gaze take in Zane completely. He blushed deeply at the sight of Zane just sitting there. "I found out form your school records," Hikaru murmered answering the first question. "And I came here because I was bored and had nothing better to do. He nodded slightly. This seemed a bit ridiculous for an answer, but he just went with it.
"I'm being rude, aren't I?" he asked, trying to stay pleasant for Hikaru, though the guy creeped him out lightly with his gayness over him. "Umm..would you like to sit?" he asked, not really used to entertaining people, despite the fact his parents owned a giant company over in America. "And I can make tea if you want me too..."
At this, Hikaru paused hesitantly for a moment, then blushed deeper as he strolled forward and sat next to Zane for a moment, feeling that awkward feeling arise in him again. What exactly was it. He was a bit frustrated now with himself, he still had no idea what to call this feeling. Hikaru paused for a moment, not wanting the male to get up. His golden eyes widened as he grabbed Zane's arm and hugged himself against the male.
"Don't leave me," he murmered, his gaze lightening, as he let his eyes shut in content. Zane seemed to smell so good to him, but it was only a moment later that he realized what exactly that feeling was. Love. That one single and simple word. But why now? Why was it Zane? He sighed again in confusion. How would Zane take this? He wasn't sure but, he had to say something. "I love you Zane. . . . . and. . . . " he paused, letting his eyes shut tighter/ "And I want you to be my boyfried," he moved up now to press his lips to Zane's wondering what Zane's response would be.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 18:33:54 GMT -5
Zane felt a blush creep up his cheeks at Hikaru. He always blushed around the other male, but that was only when he was being sexually harassed by him...he wasn't right now, but why did he feel so...awkward and embarrassed while around him? It was odd really.
Zane opened his mouth to say something to Hikaru, but decided against it knowing he was probably going to say something stupid, so he closed it and bit his bottom lip slightly. Every second near the Hitachiin male made him feel more embarrassed and awkward and that no matter what he said it was going to sound stupid...What was this feeling? Zane wasn't quite sure actually.
"School records?" Zane asked, looking down at the floor a blush on his cheeks. "How did you manage to get my school records?" Then it dawned on him and he looked over at Hikaru. "Kyouya?" he asked slowly, knowing that the Shadow King had like...all information on his laptop.
Blood suddenly rushed to Zane's cheeks and he blushed brilliantly at Hikaru grabbing him. "Hika...?" he didn't even finish his sentence when Hikaru went and admitted. "Love...me..." he mused to himself, glancing up at the ceiling slightly and running his fingers through his still-wet hair, he looked sexy while wet, "Love..." he repeated. Did he really love Hikaru? Of course he did, but did he love him like a lover or a boyfriend? He wasn't sure...yet.
His question was answered when Hikaru pressed his lips to his. Zane's eyes widened a fraction at the kiss and he knew the answer. He loved Hikaru...more than he should have. He almost laughed at himself. So this feeling of awkwardness and embarrassment was really...love? How was the...oh no matter. He closed his eyes lightly into the kiss. "Love..." he said again as he broke away from the kiss. "Do I love you...do I?" he murmured, then looked at Hikaru. "I love you more than I should..." It wasn't technically a yes, but from the way he had phrased that last comment it certainly had.
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 25, 2009 18:50:15 GMT -5
"School records?" Zane asked, looking down at the floor a blush on his cheeks. "How did you manage to get my school records?" Then it dawned on him and he looked over at Hikaru. "Kyouya?"
Hikaru nodded slightly, blushing darker. He really had heard Kyouya speaking about him before and had actually watched the entire thing now, his expression lightening. He was embarrassed to say every last detail, but he just decided to keep nodding. He was just content with that.
"Love...me..." he mused to himself, glancing up at the ceiling slightly and running his fingers through his still-wet hair, he looked sexy while wet, "Love..." he repeated. Did he really love Hikaru? Of course he did, but did he love him like a lover or a boyfriend? He wasn't sure...yet.
Hikaru thought Zane looked sexy with his hair wet, so VERY sexy. It made him just blush darker as he seemed to listen to Zane contemplate with himself. He bit his bottom lip slightly nervous. Maybe he would actually get rejected, maybe it would be pay back for what he and his twin had done in the past to others. After all, he still seemed to feel horrible about it. What he had done.
"Love..." he said again as he broke away from the kiss. "Do I love you...do I?" he murmured, then looked at Hikaru. "I love you more than I should..." It wasn't technically a yes, but from the way he had phrased that last comment it certainly had.
Hikaru seemed very confused now. Was it maybe just a crush? a crush that wouldn't last for long most likely. He took a breath, his golden gaze focusing on Zane as he hugged him tighter. n"What do you mean?" he breathed, never wanting to let Zane go.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 18:59:05 GMT -5
Of course...Kyouya. He pretty much knew everything there was to know about the host club members and their customers...Well, it wasn't really a bad thing...but not that good either. "I should have known it was Kyouya.." he murmured, his face flushed a brilliant red.
Zane bit his lip slightly, confused right now. How much did he love Hikaru? He dug his teeth deeper into his lip until he tasted the rusty and salty taste of blood. He stopped biting his lip and looked over at Hikaru. "Hmmm...but what was he hmming about. He didn't know actually...other than he was thinking that he did love Hikaru a lot...
Hikaru seemed very confused now. Was it maybe just a crush? a crush that wouldn't last for long most likely. He took a breath, his golden gaze focusing on Zane as he hugged him tighter. n"What do you mean?" he breathed, never wanting to let Zane go.
"What do I mean? I barely even know what I mean.." Zane murmured, forcing a smile and a laugh, blushing a deeper red when he was hugged tighter by Hikaru. He could almost smell the laundry soap that had been used on his clothes. He bit his lip again and looked up at Hikaru. "I think I mean that I love you...more than a normal love...more than a brotherly love like you and Kaoru have together..." he paused for a moment and closed his eyes then opened them again and gazed deeply into Hikaru's. "Like a lover..." he murmured. |
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 25, 2009 19:11:34 GMT -5
"I should have known it was Kyouya.."
"You look so cute like that," murmered Hikaru, bringing a hand up to gently touch the side of Zane's face. He smiled. "And of course it was Kyouya." He grinned slightly, his expression lightening. He seemed to love Zane more the longer he seemed to stare at him.
He stopped biting his lip and looked over at Hikaru. "Hmmm...but what was he hmming about. He didn't know actually...other than he was thinking that he did love Hikaru a lot...
Hikaru noticed Zane's lip bleeding, so out of nowhere, he pressed his lips to Zane's tasting his blood, and rubbing his tongue against it to get it to stop bleeding. He blushed deeply as he did this.
"I think I mean that I love you...more than a normal love...more than a brotherly love like you and Kaoru have together..." he paused for a moment and closed his eyes then opened them again and gazed deeply into Hikaru's. "Like a lover..." he murmured.
"Is that a bad thing?" asked Hikaru, blushing lightly and staring into Zane's gaze. It was beautiful. Actually, he thought that everything about Zane seemed beautiful, and that seemed like a very good thing to him. He stroked Zane's cheek once more. "I know that I love you like a lover, and if there's anything more if that's even possible," he whispered gently to his, his golden gaze sincere and soft. "But what is your true answer to my question?"
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 19:20:33 GMT -5
Zane looked down at the floor, flushed a brilliant red when Hikaru said he looked cute like that. He looked back up and over at Hikaru, now really noticing how handsome he was and how bright his eyes were. He smiled lightly. "I'm suddenly glad I'm here alone right now...I give everybody the day off on Sundays..." he murmured.
Zane's eyes widened as he felt Hikaru's lips against his. They felt nice...and..just plain nice. He couldn't think of anything else. His body quivered lightly in delight at being kissed. He blushed brightly. He couldn't help but lean deeper into the kiss, eyes half-closed.
"Is that a bad thing?" asked Hikaru, blushing lightly and staring into Zane's gaze. It was beautiful. Actually, he thought that everything about Zane seemed beautiful, and that seemed like a very good thing to him. He stroked Zane's cheek once more. "I know that I love you like a lover, and if there's anything more if that's even possible," he whispered gently to his, his golden gaze sincere and soft. "But what is your true answer to my question?"
"People are right...Kaoru is the wise one out of you two..." Zane breathed lightly, laughing. "Anyway...if you couldn't tell, it meant 'yes'." he murmured, awkwardly reaching out and brushing his fingers against Hikaru's cheek. "I-I-I...love you too...and no, it's not a bad thing...it's a good thing..."
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 25, 2009 20:37:06 GMT -5
I'm suddenly glad I'm here alone right now...I give everybody the day off on Sundays..." he murmured
Hikaru smiled softly at Zane. "I'm glad to be alone here with you too. Are you always alone on Sundays?" he asked after a moment, a tone of slight worry seeming to rise in his voice now. He didn't want Zane to be all alone. He NEVER wanted him to be alone, and that feeling seemed to stay with him.
He smiled slightly, his expression handsome and beautiful. "I will take you out so you won't be alone if that's what it comes too." Hikaru smirked slightly, kissing Zane's cheek gently as he inhaled his scent.
He couldn't help but lean deeper into the kiss, eyes half-closed.
Hikaru kissed Zane deeper now and more pationately, drowning in his love for him now, not wanting to ever let him go and to keep his arms around him for eternity and to keep loving him and to never leave his side or let Zane feel alone again.
"People are right...Kaoru is the wise one out of you two..." Zane breathed lightly, laughing. "Anyway...if you couldn't tell, it meant 'yes'." he murmured, awkwardly reaching out and brushing his fingers against Hikaru's cheek. "I-I-I...love you too...and no, it's not a bad thing...it's a good thing..."
Hikaru blinked slightly at that comment. "Well I am the better looking of the two of us, right?" he grinned. "Brains doesn't mean anything as long as I look better." He winked really sexy at Zane now.
He blushed more darkly now, his expression lightning. He kissed Zane's lips, smiling. "Wanna go all the way," he chukled, flashing him a wink, and hugging him tighter.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 20:46:51 GMT -5
Hikaru smiled softly at Zane. "I'm glad to be alone here with you too. Are you always alone on Sundays?" he asked after a moment, a tone of slight worry seeming to rise in his voice now. He didn't want Zane to be all alone. He NEVER wanted him to be alone, and that feeling seemed to stay with him.
"Yes. I'm always alone on Sundays...I figure that the people who work in my home deserve at least one day off a week..and that day is Sunday when I have no school and don't have to worry about things except for being bored.." Zane said, smiling at Hikaru. "I don't really mind being alone at all...but either way, you taking me out might be nice..." he murmured.
Zane closed his eyes into the kiss, breathing his cool breath into Hikaru's mouth, yet his face was heated up with its blush. He blushed even more as he unconsciously french kissed Hikaru, his tongue slipping through Hikaru's lips.
Hikaru blinked slightly at that comment. "Well I am the better looking of the two of us, right?" he grinned. "Brains doesn't mean anything as long as I look better." He winked really sexy at Zane now.
He blushed more darkly now, his expression lightning. He kissed Zane's lips, smiling. "Wanna go all the way," he chukled, flashing him a wink, and hugging him tighter.
Zane pulled his mouth away from Hikaru's so he could speak and breath. "Of course. You two might look alike to people, but to me...you two are so different like the colors red and blue. Different, yet, almost the same...And you'd be even better if you had brains to go along with your sexiness..." he murmured, blushing. "But I love you all the same..."
"All...the way?" Zane murmured lightly, actually wondering what he meant, but it dawned on him in a few seconds and he blushed deeply. "Are you...sure?" he murmured, kissing Hikaru's lips and brushing his fingers against his cheek.
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 25, 2009 21:18:57 GMT -5
"I don't really mind being alone at all...but either way, you taking me out might be nice..." he murmured.
Hikaru smiled gently, stroking Zane's face. "It might be, or it will be?" he asked, chuckling gently, watching Zane's expression intently thoughts spinning in his mind. He grinned.
Hikaru felt Zane's tongue slide in his moth and he moved his tonge along with Zane's in unison, letting his tongue entwine with Zane's and slip into Zane's mouth for a moment.
"Of course. You two might look alike to people, but to me...you two are so different like the colors red and blue. Different, yet, almost the same...And you'd be even better if you had brains to go along with your sexiness..." he murmured, blushing. "But I love you all the same..."
"Are you calling me stupid?" chuckled Hikaru. He grinned, kissing Zane's lips once more.
"Are you...sure?" he murmured, kissing Hikaru's lips and brushing his fingers against his cheek.
"More sure than I've ever been in my entire life, unless you aren't ready for that," he murmered.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 21:23:51 GMT -5
Hikaru smiled gently, stroking Zane's face. "It might be, or it will be?" he asked, chuckling gently, watching Zane's expression intently thoughts spinning in his mind. He grinned.
"It WILL be," Zane corrected himself with a smile as he moved closer to Hikaru. "It will be nice..." he murmured lightly, smiling at Hikaru. "I wonder what everybody is going to think..." he murmured. "'Specially Kaoru..." he said, worried about the younger Hitachiin twin's emotions. "And even the customers...they might love it though."
Zane's whole body quivered with delight from Hikaru's kiss, pressing his whole body up against Hikaru's, eyes half-closed. He had pretty much completely forgotten the fact that he was wearing only a bathrobe, but he didn't mind anymore. he moaned softly in pleasure from Hikaru's tongue in his mouth.
"Are you calling me stupid?" chuckled Hikaru. He grinned, kissing Zane's lips once more.
"No. I'm calling you handsome and sexy..." Zane murmured, pressing his lips back against Hikaru's, eyes closed happily.
"More sure than I've ever been in my entire life, unless you aren't ready for that," he murmered.
Zane pulled away from Hikaru, but kept his lips inches from his. "I'm ready when you're ready..." he breathed, kissing Hikaru once more before pulled away again and smiling at him and pulling out of his embrace, even if he didn't want to leave his new lover's embrace. "Nobody is going to be here until tomorrow morning...so we'll be alone the rest of the day." he said pleasantly before slipping up the spiral staircase towards his room, thoughts buzzing through his head about the thought of what they were going to do. It would be his first time...male or female doing that... |
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 25, 2009 22:04:41 GMT -5
"I wonder what everybody is going to think..." he murmured. "'Specially Kaoru..." he said, worried about the younger Hitachiin twin's emotions. "And even the customers...they might love it though."
"Kaoru won't mind." Hikaru shook his head slightly. "He knows, and had known for a while that we aren't the same, that we're very different. I saw that too. That one day. . . we won't be the same. And I think that day has come. He needs to learn though that I won't always be there with him every minute of the day, that, even I have a life." He sighed slightly. "And he will feel alone. Very alone. I know that now. He wants me to be happy, and will even suffer in silence if he has too."
Hikaru let his eyes close for a moment, his golden gaze slightly dimmed. "Kaoru wanted this. . . for me to be happy, and I know that he likes someone. . . . that he wants to be with her, but he won't admit it." He shook his head slightly. "And I want to be the one to help him get there. To help him win her heart before she doesn't realize that he's trying to show her his feelings, but Kaoru. . . . he's more detailed and specific. Even Haruhi can't see what signs he shows, but he doesn't love Haruhi anymore. . . " He looked at Zane, stroking the side of his face. "And I'm not asking you nor requesting you to do anything at all. Even as a lover," he murmered. "You aren't required to do anything like that at all."
"No. I'm calling you handsome and sexy..." Zane murmured, pressing his lips back against Hikaru's, eyes closed happily.
Hikaru blushed hearing Zane's comment, kissing Zane more fiercly when their lips reunited, a feeling of passion shooting, no ripping and screaming through his entire body.
"I'm ready when you're ready..." he breathed, kissing Hikaru once more before pulled away again and smiling at him and pulling out of his embrace, even if he didn't want to leave his new lover's embrace. "Nobody is going to be here until tomorrow morning...so we'll be alone the rest of the day." he said pleasantly before slipping up the spiral staircase towards his room, thoughts buzzing through his head about the thought of what they were going to do. It would be his first time...male or female doing that...
Hikaru blushed deeper, letting a smile come onto his lips when Zane said he was ready when he was. Hikaru felt a bit of satisfaction run through him, and he kissed Zane on the lips a second time now.
Hikaru felt a little controlling, but maybe it was his nature to be like that and that was the reason why he had never seen it before. He was a bit puzzled, and felt like bringing Zane back into his embrace when Zane had pulled away.
When he heard that no one would be home til the next morning he felt a pulsing of enthusiasm run through him, but he knew something would probably come up. Something always seemed to come up.
Hikaru watched Zane carefully go up the spiral staircase. After a moment he stood to his feet, blinking slightly, feeling a bit dizzy but now following Zane up the staricase, smiling as he entered Zane's room, sitting neatly on Zane's bed, smiling at him. This was going to be his first time, and maybe even his best time. He was content with that thought, at least for now he was.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 22:16:02 GMT -5
"I think Kaoru will accept it because he'll want you to be happy..." Zane said, closing his eyes. "And I know he'll still love you no matter what...he's your twin brother...and nothing will ever change that...nothing." he murmured, stroking the side of Hikaru's face and hugging him for a moment.
"So...Kaoru likes Haruhi?" Zane murmured, having figured out awhile ago that Haruhi was indeed, female. "He'll have to get through Tamaki though...and...those two would make a cute couple..." he smiled and closed his eyes happily. "I bet they would have the world's cutest children!" he said happily.
Zane closed his eyes at the kiss, both of them. "Yes...nobody will be home today..." he murmured, pulling away reluctantly from Hikaru and making sure the front door was locked before he strolled into his room, closing the door softly behind him and smiling, but biting his lip slightly. He was nervous actually...quite nervous about actually what had to be done...I mean, at school they don't teach about homosexual people...
Zane turned out and looked at Hikaru, smiling brightly and nervously at the same time as he shut the curtains again, darkening his room as well. It almost seemed...romantic actually. "To think...after all the time you harassed me..." he didn't bother to finish the sentence because he giggled slightly at all the harassing memories. |
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 25, 2009 23:00:18 GMT -5
"And I know he'll still love you no matter what...he's your twin brother...and nothing will ever change that...nothing." he murmured, stroking the side of Hikaru's face and hugging him for a moment.
Hikaru noticed for a moment what Zane was saying. "I know that Kaoru doesn't love me like we have to portray in the club, but it's hard to get out of that character when you've been doing something like this for so long. You know?" He sighed.
"Me and Kaoru have been together for a long time. We've done practically everything together, but Haruhi knows that we are different, and people are beginning to see this." He crossed his arms over his chest. "I am starting to see now what others have seen, and Kaoru already has seen the shift in us begin, but I honestly couldn't tell you when, where, or even how this started or happend.
"So...Kaoru likes Haruhi?" Zane murmured, having figured out awhile ago that Haruhi was indeed, female. "He'll have to get through Tamaki though...and...those two would make a cute couple..." he smiled and closed his eyes happily. "I bet they would have the world's cutest children!" he said happily.
Hikaru shook his head now. "Not quite," he murmered. "He tought before that I liked Haruhi, and he gave up that hope. He wanted me to be the happy one in the end, and he knows by now, that it's impossible for him to win her over. She loved Tamaki, and the king loves her, as simple as that. He nodded slightly. "Kaoru likes someone else now. . . he knows when to quit and when he can't win, unlike me. . . "
"Yes...nobody will be home today..."
Hikaru blushed and grinned slightly, at least they wouldn't have any unexpected appearances or would they?" He was never shure of what would happen, so was always prepared for the worst, although it would be embarrassing to be walking in on in their first time.
. "To think...after all the time you harassed me..."
Hikaru smirked now. I guess you could just call it my awakening love for you." He pressed his lips delicately to Zane's sighing in content as he gently tugged of his own shirt revealing his well toned handsome body. He wrapped his arms around Zane's gently but lovingly as he came from behind him and kissed Zane's neck.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 25, 2009 23:07:31 GMT -5
Hikaru noticed for a moment what Zane was saying. "I know that Kaoru doesn't love me like we have to portray in the club, but it's hard to get out of that character when you've been doing something like this for so long. You know?" He sighed.
"Hmm...actually, I don't." Zane said, laughing lightly. "And I guess it would be hard to break that habit..." he murmured, then looked up at the ceiling. "I hope this doesn't screw up the club...Kyouya scares me...I'm afraid of what he'd do...and Tamaki...he better not sulk and grow mushrooms...I'm allergic to them..." Yeah, he kinda started rambling...but he stopped now.
Zane nodded lightly. "So Kaoru likes somebody else...well, whoever it is, I'm sure they will still have the cutest children ever..." he said. "I mean, Kaoru looks like you on the outside, so it MUST mean that any of his children will be cute like you.." he said.
A blush crossed Zane's cheeks again as he felt Hikaru's arms wrap around him from behind. He turned his head lightly to look at him and smile lightly, kissing him lightly while he ran his fingers along Hikaru's chest, blushing and actually what Hikaru would think of his own body when he eventually took that bathrobe off... |
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 28, 2009 18:23:05 GMT -5
"Hmm...actually, I don't." Zane said, laughing lightly. "And I guess it would be hard to break that habit..." he murmured, then looked up at the ceiling. "I hope this doesn't screw up the club...Kyouya scares me...I'm afraid of what he'd do...and Tamaki...he better not sulk and grow mushrooms...I'm allergic to them..."
Hikaru closed his eyes for a moment, listening to the gentle words that seemed to escape from Zane's lips with very sentence, every word, every syllable. He smirked slightly. It was cute how he seemed to ramble. He loved it. It amused him and he decided to point it out as he pressed his tender lips against the flesh of Zane's neck. He smiled, speaking with complete compassion. He stroked the side of Zane's face with the back of his hand, his golden gaze sparkling.
"It's cute when you ramble like that," he mused, grinning now, letting his golden gaze observe Zane as he hugged him tightly in his grasp. He cuddled him slightly, "I don't think it would quite mess up the club." Hikaru nodded slightly as though he were trying to contemplate the possible reactions of the host club members.
Hikaru blinked at the allergic to mushrooms part. He usually ate the mushrooms that Tamaki seemed to grow. It would be a sacrifice he would have to make. He knew though that he couldn't tell Zane that, or a big deal would most likely be made out of something so small like the situation. He smiled gently. Nodding, wondering if Zane could tell if he was lying from his expression. "I hate mushrooms anyways," he murmered. He watched Zane slightly. "And I'll protect you from Kyouya. There are ways to get around him," he chuckled.
"So Kaoru likes somebody else...well, whoever it is, I'm sure they will still have the cutest children ever..." he said. "I mean, Kaoru looks like you on the outside, so it MUST mean that any of his children will be cute like you.."
Hikaru nodded slightly. "I'm sure they would be cute, but there's a big problem. Kaoru is afraid to tell her his feelings. He doesn't think that she likes him and that she may like someone else. It's basically something that he can't seem to rid his mind of. He really cares about her, but he is more subtle about expressing things like his emotions."
Hikaru closed his eyes. "I want to help him, but he said he'd hate me if I tried anything. . . . he told me to focus on my happiness, and I don't want to be the selfish one anymore. I want to be the one to stand by my twin and be able to say I helped my little brother." He bit his bottom lip, truly wondering if his little sppech would make any impact at all.
Kaoru was someone he wanted to help more than anything else. He was family after all, and Kaoru seemed to have been the one who had looked after him for all of this time. He wanted it to be his turn this time. His turn to step up to the plate and be a big brother, just like he should be. He stared at Zane now.
Hikaru blushed darkly, feeling Zane's fingers run down his chest. It felt nice, and he felt a tingling sensation fill his body? What was it? Well, whatever it was, it seemed to make him lust for Zane, but in a good way. To keep Zane with him, by his side, and to never part from him.
He wanted to be the one there for Zane too, but he was still quite unsure about how to express it. He bit his bottom lip slightly, trying to think straight, then reacted with the first thing that came to him mind. He strolled casually in front of Zane, and wrapped his arms around him, leading him towards the bed to lay him there and begin to kiss him with more passion then he could ever have imagined.
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Post by Zane Kiliso on Jan 28, 2009 18:36:17 GMT -5
"It's cute when you ramble like that," he mused, grinning now, letting his golden gaze observe Zane as he hugged him tightly in his grasp. He cuddled him slightly, "I don't think it would quite mess up the club." Hikaru nodded slightly as though he were trying to contemplate the possible reactions of the host club members.
"Maybe it would...maybe it wouldn't..." Zane murmured lightly. "But we won't know until we tell them.." he said, kissing Hikaru lightly on the lips. "I can actually see Kyouya's reaction slightly...he wouldn't really care...as long as we didn't lose customers or profits..." he mused lightly before silencing himself with a blush on his face.
Hikaru blinked at the allergic to mushrooms part. He usually ate the mushrooms that Tamaki seemed to grow. It would be a sacrifice he would have to make. He knew though that he couldn't tell Zane that, or a big deal would most likely be made out of something so small like the situation. He smiled gently. Nodding, wondering if Zane could tell if he was lying from his expression. "I hate mushrooms anyways," he murmered. He watched Zane slightly. "And I'll protect you from Kyouya. There are ways to get around him," he chuckled.
"It's only certain types of mushrooms though...and I don't know what type Tamaki-san grows...I could be allergic to them...or not. but I just sneeze a lot around mushrooms..." Zane murmured, then looked at Hikaru in confusion. "You like mushrooms, don't you?" he asked lightly. "I hope you won't give them up for me...I want you to be happy.." he whispered into Hikaru's ear.
"Kaoru's afraid to tell her..." Zane mused. "Well..I can help if you can't...well, you can help and I can take the blame...because you'll be unhappy if Kaoru hates you...I know you will..." he stroked the side of Hikaru's face lightly. "And I never want you to be unhappy..."
Zane's cheeks turned a mild red when he suddenly felt himself lying on his bed with Hikaru kissing him. It felt...wonderful...it was amazing. And he loved it...he would do anything for Hikaru...if Hikaru asked him to jump off a cliff, he would...he would jump gladly.
Zane's blush slowly faded to a small rosy tint to his cheeks as he got used to Hikaru kissing him like he was. And in a few seconds, he was kissing him back just as passionately, wrapping his arms lovingly around Hikaru with his eyes closed in contentment, his tongue slipping through Hikaru's lips in another French Kiss. "I love you..." he whispered after pulling away slightly from Hikaru. He wasn't sure how he would react to that statement, so he pressed his lips against Hikaru's again before he could even react.
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Post by Ravenna on Jan 28, 2009 20:47:23 GMT -5
"Maybe it would...maybe it wouldn't..." Zane murmured lightly. "But we won't know until we tell them.." he said, kissing Hikaru lightly on the lips. "I can actually see Kyouya's reaction slightly...he wouldn't really care...as long as we didn't lose customers or profits..."
Hikaru found himself nodding slightly now and pressing his lips to Zane's now, closing his eyes in pleasure. It was a good feeling indeed that he seemed to be filled with much pleasure and bliss as he felt his lips move in unison with Zane's. He pulled away only for a moment to get a breath. "I don't know how Kaoru would take it," he murmered after a moment. "I mean. . . he might get jealous of you or something," he murmered, his gaze clouding slightly as a frown began to form on his lips now.
He let his golden gaze stay calmly on Zane. "Tamaki. . . I. . . I don't know what King-sama will do. He might freak out, or maybe even sulk, but he does it anyways, so I don't quite see why that would matter very much, you know?" Hikaru shrugged lightly. It was a fact his twin would be jealous, but he didn't want Zane to be concerned too much about that, so he tried to keep it quiet. He bit his bottom lip wondering how badly Kaoru would flip. The two of them were pretty much never seperated and very close. Their worlds had just began to open, and he didn't need to, nor want them to close so soon.
"Kaoru's afraid to tell her..." Zane mused. "Well..I can help if you can't...well, you can help and I can take the blame...because you'll be unhappy if Kaoru hates you...I know you will..." he stroked the side of Hikaru's face lightly. "And I never want you to be unhappy..."
Hikaru nodded at the first part. "Yeah, Kaoru is afraid to admit his feelings," he murmured, shaking his head slightly. "He's never really taken his own feelings into account because. . . . I was the selfish one. . . . I was the one he was always looking after. . . and the sad part is. . . . I'm his big brother," he murmered, his hands trembling a bit now.
Hikaru shook his head. "I won't let you take the blame like that. . . . that's too . . . selfish of me. . . . I'm tired of being the selfish one. . . " he choked back tears now sitting down. "I can't ask you to take the blame for trying to help my little brother. I want to help Kaoru so much, yet. . . I don't want to be hated by him." He felt his bottom lip tremble weakly. He just couldn't quite take this anymore. He almost couldn't stand this. He let his golden eyes rest on Zane.
"I truly am a selfish person by nature. . . and maybe you're just pitying me. . . and don't really love me for who I am. . . , the selfish person I am deep inside. . . but . . . I want you to be happy too, Zane-san," he felt warm tears run down his face and could now taste them. They tasted of warm salt, nothing delicious, but a bit bitter now, almost with the hatred he seemed to have for himself at this time. "Zane. . . . I can't have you help me and take the blame. . . blame me. . . no matter how much I get hurt by Kaoru. . . . and if Kaoru never forgives me. . . . I won't mind. . . . it would be a punishment for how selfish I am. . . I really have always been a spoiled and selfish child. I don't need you to be unhappy because of me," he breathed out finally.
"I love you..." he whispered after pulling away slightly from Hikaru. He wasn't sure how he would react to that statement, so he pressed his lips against Hikaru's again before he could even react.
Hikaru blushed slightly at Zane's comment and was about to respond, but let himself be cut off by Zane's passionate kiss. He began to kiss him back, wrapping his arms around the male, his fingers tangling lightly in his hair as he felt a sort of pleasure from this, he let his eyes close as he felt simply in pure passionate bliss.
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